venting
ok, so I realize I haven't posted anything that is truely me,since I've been on live journal, and that's ok. However, that beind said,I think I need to vent/share at this moment.I don't know exactly how this whole thing works or who will read this, and at this point I could give a shit. My life in the last 6 weeks has for the most part, been awesome. As apposed to the last 6 out of the last 8 years that I have been married. Before I continue, I feel obligated to say that I am not angry with my wife, I do not hate her, and I do not want to. Ok that being established, Last week started with me recieveing 2 bills from our apt, that I haven't lived in since Oct., to the tune of $200.00. As agravating as that was, I figured, I'll just deal with it, because it's easier, than argueing, and I don't want to argue with her anymore. So this past weekend, my Brother-in-law came up to MA. to visit, with the intentions of going out together, he and I are really close, and he'll always be my Bro. However, Staci, my wife, decided she wanted to go out with him instead. So realizing the best thing for me was to not go out with them, and after much consideration I went to bed early. Sorry Robin, I missed your call because I was sleeping. Anywho, this put a damper on the rest of my weekend and part of my Monday, when I finaly got my head out my ass and stopped feeling shitty about the best thing that ever happened to me, us not being together, the rest of the week has been great. Then Tonight, as I got home, My sister, tells me she decided to stop by and have lunch with her/ Staci and she'd going to hang out with her some more.I think this bothers me because they weren't very close before all this, and now all of a fucking sudden they're going to be best mother-fucking buddies. Ok sorry, give me a moment....
ok I'm good. My reply is ok, fine I don't want to hear about it, or know about it. Her life is her own and none of my buissness, and mine is none of hers. See, My sister did the same thing to my dad during his recent devorce to his second wife. I don't think my sister is really doing this purposully to piss me off, however,She seems to be creating a pattern. A pattern that I would not normally tolerate,with other people oin my life, however, her being my sister and all, I'm kinda stuck wit it. I just wonder sometimes if she is the cluless twit she's trying to come across as, or is she a coniving bitch trying to fuck with me.... I need another moment.
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ok I'm good. Anyway I'm tired I have to get up at 5 am so I'm going to bed. Thanks for the forum, however small it may be, to allow me to vent. Good night and sweet dreams my friends.
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